Keep It Going! Or Don't!

Well, what the fuck do I do now? Today is my last full day in the city. I am just trying to make time pass as fast as possible. Fritz is leaving as soon as his class is over and then I’ll be all alone. Everyone is gone! This is one of the few times I’ve ever been in the apartment by myself. Usually I’m the one leaving Fritz. I thought my last few days here would be great. They fucking sucked. After I finished my classes, I assumed that everything would be smooth sailing. I thought I could lay down and relax before I had to do my first RA duty on Tuesday. In reality, I’ve spent the last few days bummed out and trying to make the best of it. I realized how much I’m going to miss some of the things here. After dwelling on it for a while, I realized something else. I’ll be back in the city in just over two months. I don’t really need to miss the city. I just have to miss the things that are going to change when I come back. I won’t be in this apartment anymore. I won’t have a roommate anymore. I won’t have the same great neighbors. I don’t like change and things are changing! I’m also not really sure what to do about the blog over the summer. I feel like I’ll run out of stuff to write about. You can only write about golf once before people get bored! You can’t write about the horrors of work in a small town. Do I just write my thoughts? I can’t do that for a whole summer. I’ve felt like this blog has been all about wanting to go home for the last months and the people who actually read it are getting bored of me. I started all of this because of a class. I finished it in December and decided to keep it going. Am I going to call it now? Should I take a break and bring it back in the fall? We’ll see. I think I’ll make the decision in the next couple days and I’ll write about my decision. Next post will be my first during summer break. Happy Monday everyone! See you in the fall FIT!