My Wife and Kids

I think about my future quite a bit. I don't worry about it, I just look forward to it. I feel like I'm at a place in my life that I never want to end though. It's a weird balance of wanting to hit pause and wanting to fast forward. If you gave me a remote to my life, I would swiftly throw it down and say "Let's keep watching". I've been wanting to write this post for awhile now and I think it's the right time. I don't believe in manifesting stuff and I think things just happen. I'm not trying to manifest anything. I just want to paint a picture in your head of what I want my life to look like in the future. Obviously things will change and life has its ups, downs and turnarounds. One of the things I look forward to most is having children. I don't believe in god, but if I did, he put me here to have children. I can't wait to be a dad. I can't wait to put funny sunglasses on my kid. I can't wait to run around the house playing tag. I can't wait to see my parents as grandparents and my sisters as aunts. I'm basically a child mentally so I think my kid and I would be brothers more than father/son. I want to raise kids so bad. Show them the cool things about life. See how they grow. Another thing I can't wait to do is get married. The idea of getting married to someone I love has always been a huge dream of mine. My wedding day will be one of the happiest days of my life. I can't wait for these events, but I also can't wait for the time in between now and then. The ups and downs. The hard left turns when I meant to take a right. It's very exciting to me. Happy Wednesday!