Why Is This Here and Why Right Now?

It's hard to sit here and write a crazy run of ideas. My grammar is ass and who wants to read this? My mind runs around constantly. I want to make shit but, I never do. I listen to podcast and interviews all the time. They talk about creation in a way I don't. I'm inspired but I get lazy. So why is this here? and why right now? I don't know the answer. I sit and think about my dream life when I get older. I want a sick Range Rover Defender that is English green. I want wool sweaters with my logo on them. I want a family. I want a wife and kids. I want to make shit. I want to make a magazine that is a curation of shit that I like. There is so many things I want to do. But I'm not there and I might never be. Going to college at FIT has already taught me something. I'm behind. I feel like out of all these creatives there's no way I'm special. So why is this here and why right now? Because it just feels like a start. I wanna post shit I like. Pictures that make me happy. Ideas that make me happy. Just something that's MINE and only MINE. These are ideas for the future. Welcome to WTF Studios, or at least the start of it. Enjoy or don't, but at least think for me.